I don't kno how long this loneliness is going to last. I don't kno when will I get the chance to go back to a place called "home". I think I'll have to soon come to a conclusion that this is wat life is. All the carefree, fun, happy days come to an end. Then u r left alone in a world wid loads of responsibilities and expectations. The only purpose of life remains in living for others and fulfilling others dream. Even a point is reached when one is not sure whether at all one's living according to one's will. I just wonder can't I go back 6 yrs from now and start all over again. But soon, I get my answer ! NO NO NO. I got to stay in this God-forsaken land for atleast next 7 yrs away 4m my friends and families. I don't have any1 left anymore beside me to whom I can go and throw my frustation on. I don't have any1 left beside me who's going 2 tell me ...... come on yaar....why do u at all care about all these petty things anymore......stop thinking ...... move on !!!! I don't even have the freedom to take my cycle (when i am really angry or sad abt something) and reach out 2 one of my frnds.....wake them up 4m their sleep and start bothering them wid my problems........guys i miss u so much !!!!!!